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God Knows I've Tried

by Songs Of Dave

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1.
This Is Big 02:52
[Chorus] This is big: Divine Design Players cast from cosmic pool As souls aspire experience / explore So brought together here by providence This is big! [Verse 1] My parents desired to shower love in their own special way I wanted to bathe in precisely their type of love [Verse 2] What my soulmate wanted I cannot say But I desired to support, stand by and give my heart fully [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 3] My followers desired a seer to mirror and crystalise what they knew already I wanted to believe I have something of value to offer [Repeat Chorus] [Instrumental] This is big, too big for my mind, that every exchange be by design, every surprise perfectly arranged to facilitate each soul's chosen adventure. Reverses - considered preparation for acts yet to play on the cosmic stage. This is big, bigger than the Beatles ... maybe it's even too big for God ;) [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 4] My abuser desired to lord it over a punk like me, later to seek redemption I desired take the journey to forgiveness
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[Verse 1] Establish context Define what objective is Divine to explore / express Decision is yours What want to achieve this time Desire to experience [Chorus] May people point finger May people see blinkered say Nobody is perfect, not you [Verse 2] The concept is clear Is part of a grand design The destiny you prescribe The now comprehend As point on a journey long The step before next to come [Repeat Chorus] [Instrumental + Spoken Word] What we're really after in life may not even be clear to us, what to speak of the aspirations of others. Why then are we so ready to conclude that nobody is perfect? What are we measuring against to decide they are not perfectly situated right now? [Verse 3] Soul mission recall Remember a master plan Then only today make sense Know nobody else Can measure success for you Or understand best path choose [Repeat Chorus]
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[Chorus] Why we here predetermined by someone else Goal of life for human birth believe prescribed Sets the stage for judgement pass who squander chance But what if truth is up to us how divine express - there is no test? [Verse 1] Read your books - embrace a point of view - someone else's attempt to make their own sense That's okay - you take your leap of faith, but why now you preach as if is absolute truth? [Repeat Chorus] [Instrumental] [Verse 2] Now you know, so you believe / deceive - find evidence - enough convince you faith is fact That's okay - for you it resonates, but why assume is only one way for all? [Chorus to Fade]
4.
Come On God! 01:54
[Verse 1] You want to cheat me I want to see through You want to lie to me I want to hear truth [Verse 2] You want to blame me I want you forgive You want to hate me I want you let live [Chorus] Call on my divine and I say no You call on your divine and you say yes Neither oblige, neither oppress Both divinity express Sacred adventure manifest Now where solution? ... come on God! [Verse 3] You want abuse me I want to be strong You want to kill me I want to live long [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 4] You want to use me I want to refuse You want to impose I want to say no [Instrumental] [Repeat Chorus]
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[Verse 1] I saw your face in strangest place Yes, I am sure was really you [Verse 2] Mind confuse - there goes my truth For so long convinced I knew [Chorus] Force me rethink day and night Cosy separate dark No more simple wrong or right You in everybody's heart [Verse 3] Saw your beauty, felt your grace In distant land, by different name [Repeat Chorus] [Instrumental] [Verse 4] I spy your smile in darkest place Always approve, no side against [Repeat Chorus]
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[Verse 1] Fallen soul, where begin? Born of original sin? Banished here, fall from grace? Curse to wander, no escape? [Verse 2] Fallen soul, sinful black Cast asunder, no way back Hope and pray saviour save A point of view entitled to - cannot embrace [Chorus] Oh child of God - beloved of - divine remain Is now your time remember who you are reclaim (?/!) Recall divinity is yours, was never lost, only denied - forgotten [Verse 3] Fallen soul, cruel lie Envious identify Unworthy - paralysed A point of view entitled to - cannot subscribe [Repeat Chorus] [Middle 8] Fallen soul, no more pretend Believe in you, you have the power Up to you decide direction Choice is yours, always perfection [Instrumental] [Repeat Chorus]
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[Chorus] Fear stands at crossroads Unclear path now choose Make choice selection hesitation Confusion [Verse 1] Pray for sign divine Light your way to go Defer where to to somebody else Surrender independence [Verse 2] Pray for hand of God Lead you by the hand Imagine plan already in place Divine design adventure ... but [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 3] Freedom weighs heavy burden If no wrong / right prescribed How explore divinity - yours Prefer other decide this [Instrumental] [Repeat Chorus]
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[Chorus] God knows I've tried Replace my truth Embrace their lie God knows I've tried [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 1] Tried believe find happiness Only in something possessed Only when other impressed Possessions more - higher I score [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 2] Tried believe society Best understood as business G.D.P as litmus test Economic growth defines success [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 3] Tried believe my body me I and mine identity Consider home my land of birth Where 'er I roam, my universe [Instrumental] [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 4] Tried believe my life succeeds Only when I live their dream Goal of life for me prescribed Believe their lie, God knows I tried
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[Chorus] Believe your hand in every act, on every life play stage In every dance, in every step, in every circumstance Believe in you through dark and light, in black and white and grey Every birth born and outer dress worn, species of life disguise [Verse 1] I saw your smile on someone's face, no way to hide it I saw your sparkle in their eyes, no point deny this [Verse 2] I heard your voice in someone's words, I recognised it I felt your love in someone's arms, I realised this [Repeat Chorus] [Instrumental] [Verse 3] I saw your strength in someone's faith, appreciate this I saw your beauty in their heart, I celebrate this [Repeat Chorus]
10.
Matter 03:05
[Verse 1] Matter what you want Matter what you know Matter where wander Matter where high or low Your decision what's important 's up to you [Verse 2] Matter bucket list Matter boxes tick Matter heart's desire Matter lights your fire Your decision what's important 's up to you [Chorus] Salute you on the road Where you head now no one knows But I believe you've always plan Even mind no understand [Verse 3] Matter dark or light Matter wrong or right Matter dumb or wise Matter opened eyes Your decision what's important 's up to you [Repeat Chorus] ... I know who you are! [Instrumental] [Verse 4] Matter where explore Matter what express Matter more or less Matter less or more Your decision what's important 's up to you [Repeat Chorus to fade]
11.
Naked You 02:54
[Verse 1] Stop think again this not what seems Question certain review belief Draw back curtain welcome the light window open, open your eyes [Verse 2] Pierce blinker worn conditioning Curse social norm from birth absorbed Peer prejudice, parental baggage Stop ask yourself what lies beyond? [Chorus] How much survives, much is lost Original naked you? [Verse 3] Stop in your tacks, collect your thoughts Scratch, start again, assess the facts Know nobody knows, especially you Why still pretend? My mind confused [Repeat Chorus] [Instrumental] [Breakdown + spoken word] Stop think again - is not what seems ... peel back those layers of thought, opinion, fact, baggage, truth, lie, normality, morality ... try find the naked you! [Repeat Chorus] [Ending] Stop think again - this not what seems
12.
Say Civilise 05:26
[Verse 1] Say educate, liberate from ignorance Feign smile on face, truth disguise, eyes on prize [Verse 2] Say emancipate, set them free, democracy But plain, plain to see, always end serving me [Chorus] Raise, raise your flag Stake, stake your claim Claim in the name of civilise (don't forget about the gold!) [Verse 3] Say empower, agenda monetise Manipulate heart and mind, believe the lie [Repeat Chorus] (don't forget about the oil!) [Verse 4] Say save their souls, name of God hide behind Con confiscate sacred choice how to live [Repeat Chorus] [Instrumental] [Verse 5] See blinkered eyes, imagine looking down Convince yourself walk a moral higher ground [Repeat Chorus] (surely you don't really believe this?!)
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[Chorus] More of the same, merry go round day and night Born again forget previous life No matter step retrace the road brought you here Turned around, believe now no way home [Verse 1] Is open book - the choice to choose - is no prescribe Embrace the truth - believe the lie - is up to you [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 2] Sacred express divinity - soul manifest See fantasy - take leap of faith - reality [Instrumental] [Verse 3] Many become - completes the whole - remains the one Divine explore - open the door - come back for more [Repeat Chorus x2] More of the same, merry go round
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[Chorus] Hear it all the time Spoken like a throw away line Accepted as if self evident You only get one life ... or do you? [Verse 1] Tell me this is all there is, is nothing more, we know now for sure They found no evidence, no one come back from dead the hard fact - face it [Verse 2] Tell me there's no way in hell or heaven after life exists Wonder what you think this life you live with me on planet Earth today is? [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 3] Some people find idea of more than one life fantastical Others feel just as much notion of one life only hard to conceive ... hard to conceive ... hard to conceive [Repeat Chorus] [Instrumental] [Verse 4] Seems to me sometime serves soul divine believe just one life only Facilitates experiential explore life role play adventure [Outro Conversation] Seriously, I've tried to believe there's no God, no afterlife - that this life is all there is ... but I just find the whole idea implausible, even ridiculous. I'm sorry about that. Really? I'm just the opposite! .... I wonder what determines which way one is inclined? Could it be the hand of God? In both cases? That's ridiculous!

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released February 19, 2019

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Songs Of Dave England, UK

David's songs are generally confessional or observational in nature, sometimes comedic or ironic, mostly of philosophical or theosophical subject-matter ... often in the form of imagined dialogue with God.

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