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Forgiver In The Rough

by Songs Of Dave

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1.
[Verse 1] Time to open my eyes See who's seeing Time to open my ears - listen wise Who is hearing - receiving? [Verse 2] Time to open my mind Who is thinking? Time to unlock the door - turn the key Who is feeling emotion? [Chorus v1] All my life turning stones for my soul No matter explore high and low Sometime worry I'll never know [Spoken] Wait, who do you think's doing the looking? [Verse 3] Time to drop your facade Be who you are No more divinity self deny Time to come clean - who am I? [Chorus v2] All my life turning stones for my soul No matter explore far and wide Sometime worry I'll never find [Spoken] Wait, who do you think's doing the looking? [Instrumental] [Repeat Chorus v1 and v2] [Spoken] Who do you think's doing the looking?
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[Verse 1] Look like a victim against your will obliged Feel like a victim powerless to resist fate Speak like a victim, think like a victim now Why do I hesitate situation embrace? [Verse 2] Seem like a victim against your will obliged Cry like a victim powerless to resist fate Talk like a victim, walk like a victim now Why do I second guess - situation reject? [Chorus] My fear God abandon you Whisper in my ear Truth only you can know Pacify troubled mind Stand somehow here by choice Aspiration served Times even you forget ruse Forgiver in the rough - you [Verse 3] Appear a victim against your will obliged Beg like a victim powerless to resist fate Blame like a victim, shame like a victim now Why do I look for more - situation question? [Repeat Chorus] [Instrumental + spoken word] Karma is it? Well, I prefer to hold out for a more positive explanation. [Repeat Chorus]
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My Bad 04:18
[Chorus] So sorry, soul regret Unconsciousness caused you pain accept No excuses, I confess - my bad [Verse 1] Eyes closed, oblivious Mind numb, unaware Sincere though my desire Contribute positive [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 2] My truth now ignorance View point limited Absorbed in something else But I never meant you harm [Instrumental] [Verse 3] Pursue enlightenment Transcend - make amends If only for secure Freedom from consequence [Repeat Chorus] [Outro - spoken word] This is not about fear of consequence in terms of punishment or some sort of karmic reaction. This is about understanding that unconsciousness may cause some sort of suffering or harm to others ... our brothers and sisters ... to avoid that is reason enough to go for enlightenment.
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[Verse 1] Inquiry stage The witness called The question ask The finger point The guilty shamed The judgement passed [Chorus] Why I choose deceive my self, believe my lie? Time and time again reject my self divinity deny? Ping ... denial some how serves facilitate my soul explore! [Verse 2] The damage done The dots connect Apportioned blame The bridges burn The lesson learn Never again [Repeat Chorus] [Instrumental] [Verse 3] Aggressor lords Later regrets Redemption seeks Victim accepts Transgression forgives Divine expression [Repeat Chorus]
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[Chorus] I want to understand God I need to make my sense of To get beyond religion Uttama vision see [Verse 1] But I'm no saint sage Servant of servant No people pleaser Ego freedom from ... yet [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 2] But I'm no yogi Soul transcendental Speculation mental Radio rental ... yet [Repeat Chorus] [Instrumental] [Verse 3] My heart polluted Question my motive Senses limited Unsure what truth is ... yet [Repeat Chorus to fade]
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[Chorus v1] My heart now healed, I forgive you "You are welcome" - strange words confuse Why not "Thank you"? - I don't understand [Verse 1] Life one: I recall how you broke my heart Betrayed, ran away with the new boy Destroyed happy family dream Therapy life-long for our children [Chorus v2] But my heart now freed, I forgive you "You are welcome" - strange words bemuse Why not "Sorry"? - I don't understand [Verse 2] Life two: I recall how you dumped your stuff Anything to avoid own your baggage Shame, blame, defame, soul-control, enslave Made me feel your shit is my fault, Dad [Chorus v3] But my heart now full, I forgive you "You are welcome" - strange words confound Why not "Regret"? - I don't understand [Verse 3] Last life: I recall how you stole my calf In tea drank my milk Then you murdered me for meat [Spoken Word] So much you desired to explore and experience forgiveness to the fullest possible extent that we realised a very dedicated adversary would be required. Someone with whom you could cross paths over several lives ... each time on the receiving end of one kind of abuse or another. we advertised high and low ... across the three planetary systems ... nothing! no-one! ... even Hitler passed on the role! Finally I stepped forward ... they warned me I would forget our plan as I got into character ... but that was necessary so I could play the parts in a believable way ... I accepted (what was I thinking?!) ... just one proviso I negotiated .... that at the very end we would get to sit down together and the whole scheme would be revealed. So here we are, my dear friend, and now I think you know it all. What say you? [Chorus v4] Now my soul rejoice, I thank you "You are welcome" - no more words confuse "I love you" ... "We always loved you"
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[Chorus v1] I wanna know what going on No fob me off with right and wrong Impose your truth as absolute How much believe you have the proof I need to find my own way [Verse 1] Life mystery I'm thinking One always see with blinker Dismiss nothing else matter [Verse 2] My mind reject is given My heart accept is hidden Yet want to understand you [Chorus v2] I wanna know what name of game No fob me off with victim blame Impose your truth as absolute How much believe you have the proof I need to make my own sense [Verse 3] My ego make my role play My soul explore my sacred Divine collaborate with [Instrumental] [Chorus v3] I wanna know what plan of God No for/against - no fob me off Impose your truth as absolute How much believe you have the proof I need to walk my own path [Verse 4] No goal of life singular No done and dust position No should or must prescription
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[Verse 1] I believe in my truth I imagine is true But I keep to myself After all I'm British [Verse 2] I believe I'm human I accept my limits Navigate my foibles After all I'm British [Chorus v1] If I sometime seem guarded I can only apologise, please forgive Is that old time politeness curse It's as if obliged in my D.N.A. [Verse 3] I believe I'm sincere Try to own my baggage Never victim to blame After all I'm British [Chorus v2] If I sometime seem humble I can only apologise, please forgive Is that old time politeness curse It's as if obliged in my D.N.A. [Instrumental + spoken word] I say "hello" You say "good morning" I say "nice weather, what" You say "s'a bit hot" "one shouldn't complain" I say "after you" You say I say "no, after you" You say "no, I insist" You say "Thank you" I say "sorry" You say "sorry" [Verse 4] I refuse to submit I refuse to impose I agree to differ After all I'm British [Chorus v3] If I sometime seem remiss I can only apologise, please forgive Is that old time politeness curse It's as if obliged in my D.N.A.
9.
[Verse 1] Speak your words with confidence Educated, well informed Reasonable, logical But never go back check your facts [Verse 2] Re-evaluate day one position Debt-based economy serve everybody What if misconception up from bottom line Key axiom like original sin? [Chorus v1] Premise remote Wherefrom forgotten Resist rethink Fact foundation - truth embrace [Verse 3] Re-evaluate day one assumption Life begins after twenty four week question What if misconception before conception Key axiom like original sin? [Chorus v2] Premise remote Wherefrom forgotten Never protest Fact foundation - truth embrace [Instrumental] [Verse 4] Re-evaluate day one leap of faith Species evolve by random mutation What if misconception time of discovery Key axiom like original sin? [Verse 5] Re-evaluate day one conjecture Before big only bang black hole exists What if misconception before beginning Key axiom like original sin? [Chorus v3] Premise remote Wherefrom forgotten Leave unchallenged Fact foundation - truth embrace [Verse 1 - repeat 1st half] Speak your words with confidence Educated, well informed [Outro - Spoken word] Everything flows out from the starting truth, the fact foundation. Better make sure it's actually true then. Otherwise, no matter how educated and rational the following talk may seem, it all simply becomes variety of nonsense.
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Hand Of God 03:09
[Verse 1] Hand of God bewilders me But let me not mistrust Walk away, preach God is dead Confusion in my head [Verse 2] Hand of God no understand But let me not lose faith Confidence in positive No matter hour grows late [Chorus] Oh hand of God defy the odds, reveal yourself in my eyes I hope and pray will come the day appreciate one love [Verse 3] Hand of God no comprehend Yet let me not dismay Is by design return again My song remains the same [Repeat Chorus] [Instrumental] [Verse 4] Hand of God - no question ask No test to pass prescribe Right or wrong, no judgement pass You always on my side
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[Chorus] I betrayed myself today Let my mind get in my way Won't be doing this again At least until the next time - no way [Verse 1] Sang another's song But it was not me - I faked it I sang out of tune I was out of time with my soul [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 2] I believed a lie Absolute was truth (excuses) Compromised my I I deceived myself and others [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 3] I forgot myself Really lost my way - I know it Turned my back on you And the cock crowed thrice I heard it [Instrumental] [Repeat Chorus]
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[Verse 1] What if my unborn child's already a person Is perfect, aware, complete long before conception? What if, what if? [Verse 2] What if her body seed is not her beginning Birth viability misnomer for living (right to life) What if, what if? [Chorus v1] So what I am victim? My mother told me Two wrongs don't make a right OK, may be misinformed, confused by social norm Still two wrong make no right [Verse 3] What if she loves me now, what if she chose me? Question my certainty is truth you get one life only What if, what if? [Repeat Chorus v1] [Instrumental + spoken word] Are you a parasite, or is it more you're dependent upon me? It's my body, yes, but does that mean I own you? You are somehow my property? After all MY mum doesn't own ME ... or my body. I love you mum! [Verse 4] What if we two belong, souls sacred connected Together again return, no random selected? What if, what if? [Chorus v2] So what I am victim? My mummy told me Two wrongs don't make no right OK, may be misinformed, confused by social norm Still two wrong make no right [Spoken] Hello - hello

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released November 27, 2018

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Songs Of Dave England, UK

David's songs are generally confessional or observational in nature, sometimes comedic or ironic, mostly of philosophical or theosophical subject-matter ... often in the form of imagined dialogue with God.

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